IS THIS THE SAME NOVEMBER??

Is this the same November I shed tears
for a season of nightmares
or is this the November of my rebirth
in  artistic fonts spread acroos
the ravins of a green forest...
I can not find April  rains
or fire near summer hills
but I clearly trace out
how shadows envelop
the banyan trees of  my origin
and earthen elongings..
and I wonder is this the same November
on which I walked towards
one December snowfield
in earthen autumn drapes…..